its abt finding jobs again!!

been so busy these few wks doing fyp, improvising my resumes, and keeping up with strategic management! and i have to start doing my financial modeling project soon.. sian..

being sort of "scolded" by my fyp tutor last wk, luckily i'm not there. heard fm my mates that she was quite sarcastic. well, i don't really blame her coz we are really v slow and there is sebastian in the other team!! our top bnf student.. how can we compete man..

nv read strategic management text/ lecture notes, nv touch fm at all and the mid-term exam is coming soon, sucks man.

been talking to jc, my church friend over how depressed i am. how abt all the banks have rejected me. one thing that he said still lingers in my mind " so do u regret telling god to close all the other doors that are not the best for u?"

ya so do i regret? and the ans is no! its just that i'm sad that god has to let me wait for so long, and the banks that i like, clearly are not the best for me. :( actually its all abt mindset, instead of feeling despair, perhaps we should thank god that we didn't get something that god didn't approve of.

so y should i feel sad when i trust in god? Thank god man.