finally fyp is over. finally sm test is over. however i don't feel happiness in me, perhaps i'm just too tired of everything.

in this last sem of studying, i think i've really learned something.

there are people who have low EQ, think that they are oh-so-smart and can belittle you, teasing you thinking that its so funny without sparing for others' feelings.

and there are also people who comment at others without thinking, who say other people without thinking about their own contributions, making fun and telling jokes which are not funny, and blaming people for the small things without blaming ownself for the bigger things.

and there are also people who always think they are smarter than you and thus their strategy will always be better, giving negative response to others' comments when in fact, their own strategy work the wrong way.

of coz there are also people whom you don't like at first, but they help you and bother about you and therefore are also the ones whom you prefer at the end of the day.

all these while of projects and meetings, i've seen so many natures of different people. maybe sometimes i will mind of what people say, and feeling its so unfair. however i will just deem it as preparation of working life. it also makes me reflect if i'm this kind of person and makes me wana be more sensitive and better towards others.

since my last sem is coming to an end, i'm quite glad that i do not have to work with ugly side of people anymore, but i'm worried of the uglier side of colleagues that is going to come.

i guess this is a learning point to know how to swallow and just prove to people that "hey actually its not that i'm truly what you said, its just i can't be bothered with you"

after all these, i learn how to appreciate my family better. my aunts, uncle and grandma are always so nice to me. at home i'm a princess, i don't need to cook, wash my laundry, clean the house/room, dun even need to scoop my food coz my faithful grandma will always prepare for me. i guess everyone will encounter a low point somewhere, but is how you choose to deal with it.